Nervous..

I go to tutoring classes for the Tachs exam to get into catholic high school and i took a test last 2 classes ago and i got a 75% on it. My mom , who's a cyco , is making me retake it. She doesn't understand that it a tutoring test. Im so nervous right now , its unreal. I have to study all day and plus my private tutor is comming today to review with me everything then tonight im going in to take it. Im extremely nervous right now.

Up way to early/:

It's 11:20 and i usually wake up around 12:30 everyday. Besides the fact that my mom called me 82 million times , i woke up early by myself for some reason. She called after i woke up. I didn't answer because i was still half asleep. My dog was in my bed and his eyes were open. Im guessing from the phone call & he probably thinks its going to thunder. Its suppose to rain and thunder today , i'm guessing all day. Its very cloudy and wet outside. Summers almost over too. We only have 3 weeks left. That will fly bye. School in New York starts on September 8th. I have to go school shopping very badly! I wrote a list of clothes i'd like to start school with. My mom ignored it. She thinks i have a lot of clothes. I understand that. But mostly the clothes in my closet , i don't really wear. My moms very difficult. But she's headstrong about things. She's from brooklyn , which means she doesn't take crap for nothing. She always gets her way but in a good way! She'll say anything to anybody that she pleases. She's not like trashy as im making her seem. My mom is extremely smart. She talks very proper. She doesn't have that New York accent like my whole family does and the whole New York. I bet if you put her on a show they'd fall back on their chair if my mom said she's from brooklyn and lives in the city. She always gets her way. And one big detail i left out. She a big tough cookie with me. But i love her.

So theirs this boy..

Im a teenager. Common. What teenage girl do you know doesn't have a crush on a boy!?

So theirs this boy.. we started talking the end of July. Possibly the last day of July. He was really funny and he made me laugh a lot. He was different. Like different as in different from other boys. We talked for 2 weeks nonstop texting and chatting. On Saturday , August 13th 2011 (yesterday) we finally met face to face at a party for the second time.  Catherine's party.  The first time was at a party but we talked for a second. Anyways! We hit it off. Hugging, holding hands, and flirting. I was questioning myself once again. "Do i like him?". A friend once told me when you ask yourself that , you do. I think its true. I do. Not a lot but theirs definitely something their. So thats why i asked him to go to the movies tonight. And he went! He didn't do that stupid tired , yawning , stretch , arm thing like other guys do. Just plain holding hands in the seat and kinda cuddling and it was so cute. Way cuter than the arm thing.  When i got home, we were texting, and he told me how he felt about me. He told me he liked me a lot.. so i told him i liked him a little. Its been 2 days together that we hung out. He was fine with it.

So theirs this boy.. i just met face to face with him for the 2nd time yesterday and he gave me butterflies. Big beautiful butterflies.

My first posttttttt.

This is all new to me but seems interesting. No one i know has one or any type of blog, besides tumblr. I have a twitter but only one person i know who has one in New York. Its really disgusting out. Its been raining since last night & it hasn't stopped. I couldn't sleep last night either because of the really heavy rain and the loud lighting and thunder. I have sweatpants on, big sweatshirt on and my hair is thrown up in a bun. I have to read 40 pages so i can go to the movies tonight. What to wear.. ugh sucks. Rain in the summer = very confusing outfits. Ill blog later!